From:
slider@anashram.com
### - so ok, was WILDing yesterday afternoon for about 45 minutes or so,
it was generally uneventful with a standard entry + a full resulting
WILD... a seemingly urban-city-type dream from which i then stepped back
into the midway point position from...
now it was was while i was standing there that i again asked the question (again, coz have asked this many times) just what IS this WILDing business really all about? my question being: what is it exactly + why does it even occur...
the next moment am looking at what is quite obviously some kinda typical quantum theory images, drawings and blueprints that emerge from the
darkness around me? and am then thinking, so what has all this gots to do
with WILDing??
the next thing i know, am standing at said midway point while a bubble of
a dream scene appears on my left while at the same time, on my right,
there's myself laying down in bed, all 3 of me being quite clear while the
self i know myself to be is still standing at the midway point between
them, the 'quantum-bit' seemingly referring to this triple perception am
now quite clearly experiencing? that the place where my full awareness is,
in the middle, is thus a kind of super-position of the other 2?
as soon as i realised/thought that, i was presented then with the image of
a series of endless worlds arranged in some kind of an array going outta
sight in all directions? wherever i looked i could see multiple worlds (or perhaps just dreams) everywhere!
and then suddenly, and without any warning, am back in bed wide awake + pondering on what all that was supposed to mean??
rationally, i can only come to the conclusion that WILDing is thus some
way, or means then, to reach a quantum state of being, or at least the
direct appreciation of it then... and that if that's correct then access
to all those quantum worlds, via placing oneself into some kinda super-positioned self, might then actually be true! WILDing might indeed
then be a way of actually accessing them, a practical gateway to them in
fact!
have no way of testing this of course, i mean how the fuck can ya possibly
test summat like that practically other than by actually visiting them?
the resulting proofs (if that's what they then are) being entirely
subjective there's just no seeming way to 'actually' test that theory at
all other than by doing it?
but then hey, maybe that's what WILDing actually in truth is! access to
quantum worlds via moving into a quantum state ourselves, enough anyway to
be able to appreciate and access them all!
that quantum theory is all very well in theory etc, but the 'practical'
aspects of it demand actually 'doing' and 'becoming' it rather than just thinking about it all theoretically!
there being other implications to this too, in that the daily world we
know and are familiar with would thus be some kind of fallen-state?
fallen, from a super-positioned state in the middle, into a non-super-positioned state on either the left or the right of it...
it all seemed very correct in the WILD anyway, so who the hell knows ;)
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