From: allreadydun@gmail.com

i can kick back in a chair anytime i like and just relax for
a few minutes and i can get a dream going but there are no
images. Yes there is a dream happening without visuals.
There's nothing to it. I just hear some dudes talking and
maybe just one guy talking. God knows what it is all about.
It just happens all on its own. Now if i could get the visual
stuff happening while i'm awake then i would have something.
Makes you think that maybe this shit is going on all the time
and we just put our focus/attention on it and discover what is
ALREADY there. Tune in anytime you like, but it's always there.
Makes the internal dialogue show seem a little spooky eh?
Who is that talking in our cabezas ? "It ain't me babe".

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From: slider@anashram.com

i can kick back in a chair anytime i like and just relax for
a few minutes and i can get a dream going but there are no
images. Yes there is a dream happening without visuals.
There's nothing to it. I just hear some dudes talking and
maybe just one guy talking. God knows what it is all about.
It just happens all on its own. Now if i could get the visual
stuff happening while i'm awake then i would have something.
Makes you think that maybe this shit is going on all the time
and we just put our focus/attention on it and discover what is
ALREADY there. Tune in anytime you like, but it's always there.
Makes the internal dialogue show seem a little spooky eh?
Who is that talking in our cabezas ? "It ain't me babe".

### - you also wrote this on may 7th last:

"Yes, last night i hit the jackpot. I was about to totally give up late
this morning. And then i saw something. I watched and watched. My eyes
were spinning around like a slot machine. I'm watching this go about and i can't believe my eyes. I'm wide awake with my eyes closed and i finally
have some activity showing up. Then the whole room turned to a color like ground up chocolate chip ice cream. That's about the best way i could
describe it. The whole field was a solid color of this consistency. Went
on for a good spell before the dream ended. Ok, now i'm getting my money's worth out of doing this. And yes i woke up this morning with a fantastic feeling. Much like how one feels after a series of lucid dreams. Nice,
real nice. This is definitely a different dream show than a dild."

***

so 'something' in you somewhere knows exactly how to do all this no
problemo, the only thing it can possibly be is that you just ain't tryin'
hard enough (grinz...)

i.e., to make it completely 'volitional' you have to actually practice
'that' part by trying over & over until it drops right in your lap
complete & entire, only then you can truly say that you know what you're
doing etc...

to bring it to that completely volitional state, however, takes a
systematic consistency spread over at least 14 days in a row to get the
process started, ignoring anything else along the way that doesn't fit
with the plan stan ;)

as it is, no one has yet cracked using auditory hypnagogia to enter a WILD
such as you experience, there must surely be a way to do so and the first
to discover it will no doubt be remembered because many get to that same
exact place but can't go any farther (maybe you could figure it out coz it happens to you? it's a chance to do so anyway, one that is apparently
right up your ally mate lol)

i.e., to get this right you would (for example) have to start tonite and
try it at least once per day + be determined to see it through come what
may, that even when you get a few under your belt ya still can't stop
there if you want the whole thing to become completely volitional...

iow: you kinda have to 'insist' that it happens and continues to happen thereafter until you can honestly state you can now do them just about
anytime you wish whether you practice or not, something that anyone could,
imho & experience, conceivably fully master in around only a month
provided they go at it every nite + can be bothered...

that you have to kind of 'insist' see? not relenting until IT yields
rather than you yielding and/or giving up and taking a long vacation lol...

a month man!

that whatcha gots to ask yerself is: do ya really wants it or not! punk! ;)

and then proceed accordingly hehe :)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4dGcRsXtqvM

"but you must rise to meet the day..."

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From: allreadydun@gmail.com

the way i discovered this auditory dream stuff was from
taking something like a 'cat' nap off to the side of the
road. I use to take a break at those roadside rest areas
on the interstate. I would be dead tired and sort of just
rested for a little while. Then one day i thought i'd try
some meditation in the drivers seat. Nothing much happened
from doing this except i noticed this auditory stuff coming
around. I thought what the fuck was this shit? Am I
intercepting a phone conversation or radio signal from
somewhere. Oh shit i am losing my mind for sure now.
But it got predictable because it would come around as long
as i didn't fall asleep. If i dosed off that would be the
end of it. Never saw any images from meditation really.
Maybe i punched a hole in the circuit from taking psilocybin
years ago. Son of a bitch that was 50 years ago! Maybe
it's time to do another round of the shroom, but a lesser quantity
of course this time. I read where they are developing 'strips'
of the cybin one can take under the tongue. Goes directly to the
brain, takes effect in just a few minutes. Down the road maybe
they will have this available like the way you can buy a pack of guy.
"Hey there man, give me a pack of that there cinamom shroom".
Come on man, i wanna reset this great computer i have. ha ha .

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From: slider@anashram.com

the way i discovered this auditory dream stuff was from
taking something like a 'cat' nap off to the side of the
road. I use to take a break at those roadside rest areas
on the interstate. I would be dead tired and sort of just
rested for a little while. Then one day i thought i'd try
some meditation in the drivers seat. Nothing much happened
from doing this except i noticed this auditory stuff coming
around. I thought what the fuck was this shit? Am I
intercepting a phone conversation or radio signal from
somewhere. Oh shit i am losing my mind for sure now.
But it got predictable because it would come around as long
as i didn't fall asleep. If i dosed off that would be the
end of it. Never saw any images from meditation really.

### - according to david bowie that was "just some crazy cosmic jive" maan
;)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tRcPA7Fzebw

plus you did see images once years ago when trying out some 3rd eye
exercise, said you saw some kinda green door and the sky beyond or summat
yeah?

something we 'now' know was defo some hypnagogia innit...

so then, it's in you to see them and even manipulate them into a WILD,
only you don't really know 'how' you did it exactly, basically because you didn't follow-up every time and just let it all become a mystery again...

the whole 'idea' of this thing being to do-away with mystery altogether
and replace it with ability instead (i mean c'mon maan, you'll never make
dalai lama at this rate lol, this is end of the line stuff for them: the
last step...) ;)

Maybe i punched a hole in the circuit from taking psilocybin
years ago. Son of a bitch that was 50 years ago! Maybe
it's time to do another round of the shroom, but a lesser quantity
of course this time. I read where they are developing 'strips'
of the cybin one can take under the tongue. Goes directly to the
brain, takes effect in just a few minutes. Down the road maybe
they will have this available like the way you can buy a pack of guy.
"Hey there man, give me a pack of that there cinamom shroom".
Come on man, i wanna reset this great computer i have. ha ha .

### - have you tried just switching it off and turning it back on again?

(really laffing haha) :)))

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From: allreadydun@gmail.com

### - have you tried just switching it off and turning it back on again?

(really laffing haha) :)))

in a really heavy, thick India-an accent
reboooot comrade. rebootski is the ticket.

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From: intraphase@gmail.com

On Tuesday, August 11, 2020 at 10:34:48 AM UTC-4, slider wrote:

that you have to kind of 'insist' see? not relenting until IT yields
rather than you yielding and/or giving up and taking a long vacation lol...

Queen - Killer Queen
https://youtu.be/2ZBtPf7FOoM

You don't have a "Core"
The darkness you play in is a trap SHE SET.
Stick to diddling little boys like your dad.
She is going to do to you what you tried to do to me.

My three engines power the circus.
You were a geek in the freak show.
Now you are a book full of blank pages, alone in the dark.
I know how she operates, she is going to turn it into "Art."

Look to the left. A dead man.
https://youtu.be/mns9VeRguys?t=13

Two characters in white with sunglasses.
It was a dangerous bid-play-gambit verses bid-play-gambit.
In the end they both got exactly what they wanted from the girl.


You're an extremely retarded motherfucker Brian.
A couple of guys from Brixton play War2Glory and know of you.
It seems nobody actually "knows" you because you have zero mates.
Maybe I'll introduce you to my two associates so you'll have play time.

One of them is a twist, like you Mr. Brian Ahern - Twinky Winks.


It's coming.
She's hunting you.
Study this as your waiting 16 years,
after being effortlessly crushed in 2004.
Then you tried to attack her best friend.
You jumped to the front of the girls line.

The Snail
https://youtu.be/1N-K8SFQAjk


I AM her eternal totality.
She is my infinite totality.
She's going to do you with style.
You just pretend to be a woman, she's the real deal, ask John.
The OTHER three girls are now old enough to join her on the hunts.

I'm watching.

NO WAY
NO BODY
NO QUARTER
TWO BLACKS
TWO YELLOWS
[][][][][]

Heart - Barracuda
https://youtu.be/1N-K8SFQAjk
So this ain't the end, I saw you again, today
I had to turn my heart away
Smile like the sun, kisses for everyone
And tales, it never fails

You lying so low in the weeds
I bet you gonna ambush me
You'd have me down, down, down, down on my knees
Now wouldn't you, Barracuda? Oh

Back over time we were all trying for free
You met the porpoise and me
No right, no wrong you're selling a song, a name
Whisper game

And if the real thing don't do the trick
You better make up something quick
You gonna burn, burn, burn, burn, burn to the wick
Oooo, Barracuda, oh yeah

"Sell me, sell you" the porpoise said
Dive down deep to save my head
You, I think you got the blues too

All that night and all the next
Swam without looking back
Made for the western pools, silly, silly fools

If the real thing don't do the trick, no
You better make up something quick
You gonna burn, burn, burn, burn, burn it to the wick
Oooo, Barra-Barracuda
Yeah
Ohhhhhh yea



[]

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From: slider@anashram.com

- have you tried just switching it off and turning it back on again?

(really laffing haha) :)))

in a really heavy, thick India-an accent
reboooot comrade. rebootski is the ticket.

### - (still laffing...) just my little joke hehe...

coz the only bit we can effectively turn on/off is the internal dialogue ;)

what is the sound of one hand clapping glasshopper!

turning that on/off being the only reset button we gots innit...

i.e., deliberately quietening all that down until ya can hear/see what's ticking-away underneath

a bit like deliberately relaxing just enough to start seeing/hearing
things not strictly controlled by reason/logic alone? (something
indicative of entering into a partially altered state of awareness) at
which point a window into all that opens and one begins to perceive beyond
the rational, WILDing being what we currently call entering fully into it
in that there'll prolly be other/better names for this ability given to it later, more accurate ones perhaps...

the tibetans believing it is their final form, when perfected, in which
they ultimately depart from this earth spiritually intact, dunno what all
the options are from that point-on but according to them choosing to come
back here again appears to be one of them; the current dalai lama & his
crew supposedly having already done this 14 or 15 times for instance,
although he says this is defo gonna be his last time so i guess even 'he'
has finally gotten fed-up of this god forsaken hell-hole then huh, he's
giving it up haha! :)))

his doing all this apparently being as in some kinda personal sacrifice he
made to temporarily forsake his own higher path in order to hang around
here and look after us monkeys heh! (very nice of him!) but is apparently
done with us all now and says he ain't doin' it again for no fucker lol
:)))

and that's only 'one' option see? one which prolly only genuine saints
could ever bear to suffer?

mind you, how he even managed 2 or 3 times, let alone 14 times, is
personally beyond moi heh...

coz afaic 'once' is MORE than enough to last many lifetimes LOL !

screw that, i ain't comin' back here again unless i have to: punishment
detail or summat haha :)

and coz what else is out there i wonder??

anyway heh, time is getting short bud, so no more going back under ok?

there's no time left now to... sleep ;)

(personally, i think this planet is running a temperature coz we've made
it sick and it has finally decided to get rid of us + has already started slapping us back into place? all those wild animals suddenly walking
through our deserted cities that time during lockdown being rather ominous imho; we'd only been down a couple of weeks and already nature was making
a comeback? canals and waterways started clearing, pollution levels
dropped significantly, and i saw sparrows in london again for the first
time in 20 years! plus it didn't take much to knock us off our pedestal either!)

so who knows eh? 2 or 3 generations from now this might just be a far
quieter world without us dominating it, there might even be a few humans
left to start again: the meek & the humble only apparently heh ;)

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From: intraphase@gmail.com

Your bound by cause and effect.
What good is fleeing to the infinite sea
without at least a boat to rest and float?
You created a vortex tornado of cause and effect.
It goes with you wherever you go and rises up to destroy you.

Right is never right
Left has nothing left
Little Ms. Polly Ticks
Is twitching on the edge

Same as it ever was...

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From: allreadydun@gmail.com

Medina Spirit ran 3rd today at the Preakness.
see ya next year.

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