From:
slider@atashram.com
am just lookin' forward actually but haven't totally forgotten him, his
face appears/comes-up in front of me sometimes and i wonder if that's
actually him maybe even thinking of me at the time, it sometimes
works/goes like that ;)
oh yeah he loses sleep over 'you'. Come on Slider, snap out of it.
Jesus, get over it . here's a song for all our free spirits out
there:
### - it's got nada to do with losing any sleep heh, am aware of him is
all? (same way am aware of you haha) + i don't 'cut' myself off from
things so there's nada to get-over, i know he pissed you off but he didn't
get to me in the same way (no more than usual anyway haha, and 'coz he
made me laff more often than not; he had some interesting
convolutions/quirks? lol but then don't we all :)))
(now try to take this in the spirit it's genuinely meant & intended ok? it might ping a bit 'coz am going close?) - best advice to you on this is to
find some way to genuinely wish him well ok? (Chris suddenly shies like a
horse haha) - to 'let-go' of all that crap onetime by understanding that absolutely everyone is struggling and that it just comes in different
packages for different peeps is all, the burden is a shared one & no one escapes it! no one! and if he hurt you it wasn't because he's a horribly
evil person he was just being an asshole! (and he can't really help that
bit anymore than you could help ranting a bit the other day about whatever
it was? it took quite a while to get you off it anyway, and i don't wanna
bring it back either coz it was ugly, but it was real to you at the time
and only total nonsense to moi, and he's just the same albeit about
different things is all; gets all passionate about things haha...)
(chef ramsey thinks they're all a bunch of a-holes too, and they are lol,
but he still helps 'em anyway? actually even sorts 'em out...)
c'mon chef! you can do this! hehehe ;)
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