From:
slider@anashram.com
what else can a poor boy do? ;)
act 'as if' it already happened.
better than acting like a loser.
singin' in the rain all the time
### - (smile...) winner/loser tomatoe/tamato? hehe...
unfortunately it's all an 'act' either way for poor old moi (laffing)
i.e.,
"If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster and treat those two impostors
just the same,"
then you are screwed my son when it comes to ever really believing in
anything ever again! lol :)))
iow: it's all an act on my part either way me old mate...
and don't 'actually' give a flying rat's tutu about winning or losing ;)
what i get out of it being the daily challenge of facing the impossible,
of thus continually attempting to turn a molehill into a mountain for
real, with a teaspoon (there is no spoon?)
problem with the lottery being there's no skill in it?
the equivalent of picking 6-horses with a pin, no form or variables to consider, nada! iow: no involvement!
that at least with the horses there's an actual chance of getting it all
right, of the perfect storm occurring on the perfect day, and that thus
results in a one-time life-changing event that doesn't even really involve
the money in the final analysis but one's changed/trimmed inner self
instead (kinda deep shit heh)
i.e., facing the impossibility of it and yet still diligently applying
oneself regardless to beat the odds, eventually has a very sobering effect
upon the mind; with no delusion of winning you still work away at it
trying to win, trimming the whatever-system (and yourself indirectly) in
the process; there's no surprise at losing only at winning hah! (which
does happen occasionally! but am used to losing, losing is easy! am great
at losing lol, just rolls-off like water off a duck's back! but how the
fuck am i ever gonna cope if it wins?? am not ready for that just yet
having not had much training in that dept lol....)
iow; it's how slider does his daily press-ups lol, a way for coming to
terms with the monstrous odds we all face on a daily basis that makes the lottery odds look like a childs toy, but never consciously nor
deliberately deal with otherwise because it's too scary & generally fucks
up all yer' plans if/whenever ya do lol ;)
next book: Zen and the art of gambling on the ponies :D :D :D
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nXspsfoPX50
hehe...
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